Do Not Know.

ugh

time in Okinawa this break has passed way too fast. I mean, sure, I’m excited to go back to New York and see Sean and whatnot, but I’m just as sad about leaving my puppies and the shopping and the food in Okinawa.

Also, I never even had a chance to meet up with Yasu and Anri over this break :s by the time I realized it, there were only a few days left, and I meant to go say hello to them at Bayview tonight, but I was out until 9pm shopping :X

I’m even more broke now than I was when I came back ;( Sure, parents bought me so much of the stuff, but I did spend a little of my own money ~_~ YEN RATE, GO BACK DOWN/UP (idk which, depending on which way you’re looking at it from…)

But, even though time here was so short, I got so many things that I’ve been wanting ^^ I got a casual backpack to now use instead of awkward bags, and I really really like it~

I got a newer/nicer camera, but have yet to really figure out how to use it -0- I’ll figure it out eventually..

I finally got a perfume LOL. I ended up buying Lovestruck by Vera Wang because I feel like I’m still young enough to use a sweet smelling perfume, and I’m not very keen of heavy floral scents because they’re not flattering to me. Also, I’d rather be thought of as a sweet person than a flowery person :p

but oh gosh, I really feel bad about never getting to see Anri and Yasu :s I hope they’re not too upset with me and will still see me over the summer~ :s bweh.

BUT NOW I HAVE TO PACK MY BAGS AND LEAVE NOOOOO. LITERALLY ONLY A LITTLE OVER A DAY LEFT WHATTT?! :’( and have to spend most of that day packing bags/taking Erika to airport, meaning that I’ll do nothing else in Okinawa except love my babies some more before I leave.

sigh. Winter break was too long last year, but far too short this year.. :s 

I guess even though long distance for a month sucks, after doing it for 3.5 months or so over the summer it’s not much to think about. Not too many fights (except while I was/am on my period LOL), not too bad of missing feelings (at least for me… maybe I’m just a cold-hearted girlfriend :s oh no!), and overall not a terrible time apart.

Buttt the days in NY alone will probably suck a lot. =_= oh well~ 

gingerbread village!

the houses I decorated :D

Sean’s houses xD

the house that was decorated with the random GIGANTIC leaves that they gave us in the set… I have no idea what they expected those huge leaves to become, but yeah. Just stuck them on randomly xD

finally, all of our houses ^^ hehe. was lots of fun. 

heuehehehe

making a gingerbread village today~ :D :D

will post pictures later ^^

so excited <3 

so much work to do <.<

but I have an alarm set for 2am, at which time my essay MUST have its first draft completed. It absolutely must. And then I’ll wash my face, do a face mask, drink an energy drink, either study orgo or play a round, and then edit it.

Yes, yes.. it’s possible to finish this essay

I need to get better at proactively starting work earlier, though… starting the day before its due is such a stupid thing to do, and yet I keep doing it. Sigh. No, no, Eileen needs to learn. 

I also think that my TA thinks that I’m a terrible writer and kind of stupid. Sigh. What depressing thought, but how can I blame her? My writing samples that she grades weekly are often written/finished literally minutes before they’re due. 

Procrastination, what a large flaw you create. 

Focus, I need to learn how to keep you close for longer periods of time.

Back to work~ 2am deadline will be met!!! 

Yup, I’m ready

I’ve got two energy drinks, two cup ramens, multiple muchie-items, ravioli if I crave warm, real food, and even fresh salad and broccoli if needed… and then I have 100 pages to read and five good pages to write… can I do it? 

T^T I hope. 

Damn procrastination. 

Stupid me.

Why do I do this every time? D: 

T-8 and/or T-17, depending on whether I go to my other lectures tomorrow.

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FIGHTING!!!! ファイト！！화이팅!!